KERRY Katona was "embarrassed" as she tried on wedding dresses and admitted "I felt like I didn't deserve to be happy".
The 40-year-old - who has been married and divorced three times - will soon walk down the aisle again after fiance Ryan Mahoney, 32, popped the question last year.
Last month the mum-of-five got emotional during her stint on TLC show Gok Wan's Say Yes To The Dress when looking for her perfect outfit for her big day.
She told the fashion guru that she "shouldn't be allowed" to enjoy the experience and was scared to have another failed marriage.
Speaking out about the experience, Kerry said: "I just felt really embarrassed about being in a wedding shop, I felt very uncomfortable, like I didn't deserve to be happy, like I've been through this before, like I wasn't entitled to get excited about it."
However she's happy she pushed through the pain as it allowed her to find the perfect dress.
She added to the Mail Online: "But the journey on the show really help
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